not really sure what im on.
brief outline of my situation.
i was medically discharged from the army, i damaged my knee and while army docs started surgery on my knee a anesthetist decided to give me a epidural injection which damaged my disc resulting by the army getting around to it a collapse of the spine, due to wasted time the disc wasted away the spine narrowed and curved, i had to have major surgery on my spine to fit a Wallace stabilization which did not help and the surgeon said there is nothing more he can do because of % rate of success.
my life was turned upside down i was army barmy very fit played Rugby for the army, from being bread winner to being in the gutter,at the time i had a PPW for protection and many times contemplated turning it on myself, only thing that keeps me going is my family, everyday i get up and think is it worth it.
i cannot sit in a chair upright as the weight on the base spine compresses and pain i cannot stand for to long as same symptoms, only comfort i get is a recliner or bed, im being treated for depression anxiety attacks sleeping disorder and back and legs, i am a virtual recluse i have not been to a shop pub or anything outside the house for years, if i have to goto the doctors i sweat and do-not breath properly until im back through the door,i do not mix i find it hard to have conversation with people as im always in a dark place and pain makes me bad tempered to be around.
i had the examination and letter followed is roughly says:
we will pay ESA this will replace your IC on the grounds of illness or disability or sever disablement allowance.
you have been placed on work-related activity group, this means that you have to take part in work-focused interviews.
i went into the examination prepared as i had heard so many bad stories about it, the examination was nothing like the questions i was expecting tbh, i brought in a carer to take notes and also she recorded the whole session.
i want to work but i know it is virtually impossible i cannot even look after myself i get bed ridden for weeks i suffer every day with depression cannot stand to long or sit also i hate talking to others this is depression and embarrassment at being a benefits claimer.
my question is should i appeal or just be thankful that im at-least getting something. amount.
sorry i ramble on and probably not understandably, i apologise.
regards Matty
brief outline of my situation.
i was medically discharged from the army, i damaged my knee and while army docs started surgery on my knee a anesthetist decided to give me a epidural injection which damaged my disc resulting by the army getting around to it a collapse of the spine, due to wasted time the disc wasted away the spine narrowed and curved, i had to have major surgery on my spine to fit a Wallace stabilization which did not help and the surgeon said there is nothing more he can do because of % rate of success.
my life was turned upside down i was army barmy very fit played Rugby for the army, from being bread winner to being in the gutter,at the time i had a PPW for protection and many times contemplated turning it on myself, only thing that keeps me going is my family, everyday i get up and think is it worth it.
i cannot sit in a chair upright as the weight on the base spine compresses and pain i cannot stand for to long as same symptoms, only comfort i get is a recliner or bed, im being treated for depression anxiety attacks sleeping disorder and back and legs, i am a virtual recluse i have not been to a shop pub or anything outside the house for years, if i have to goto the doctors i sweat and do-not breath properly until im back through the door,i do not mix i find it hard to have conversation with people as im always in a dark place and pain makes me bad tempered to be around.
i had the examination and letter followed is roughly says:
we will pay ESA this will replace your IC on the grounds of illness or disability or sever disablement allowance.
you have been placed on work-related activity group, this means that you have to take part in work-focused interviews.
i went into the examination prepared as i had heard so many bad stories about it, the examination was nothing like the questions i was expecting tbh, i brought in a carer to take notes and also she recorded the whole session.
i want to work but i know it is virtually impossible i cannot even look after myself i get bed ridden for weeks i suffer every day with depression cannot stand to long or sit also i hate talking to others this is depression and embarrassment at being a benefits claimer.
my question is should i appeal or just be thankful that im at-least getting something. amount.
sorry i ramble on and probably not understandably, i apologise.
regards Matty
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